A Monday Night Listening to Tunes

I'm laying on my couch in my recently purchased condo and realizing that while my life seems to be on track, there are so many things missing. My friends, I'm sure, are sick of me boohooing and whining my ass off to them so why not whine to someone else.

Do I suspect this blog to be will be post after post of insufferable whining? No. But there will be whining. Probably a lot of whining. I'm hoping to fill this blog with other, more interesting and entertaining posts though.

So, here's where I'm at in my life at the moment...all the things to whine about and all the things to do a little happy dance over.

-I just bought a condo. I'm in my early 20's and I just bought a condo. Am I bragging about the fact that I bought a condo at this age? Fuck, yes I am.
-I work full time. I recently had to go through the experience of almost losing my job. Because of this shitty economy and the job industry I'm in, my department at work closed down. I spent two weeks having no fucking clue what I was going to do. I couldn't go out and get a job right away because I was told that the company "might" be able to find placement for me in another department. Also, I'd lose my severance. This happened shortly after I signed the papers for my condo. I was, I think understandably, an emotional wreck. Then I got the good news that they had found placement for me in another department and so my work days of dicking around on forums and playing sudoku are over, because now I'm actually busy at work.
-I go to school part-time. I'm trying to get my degree in social services.
-I'm single and have been for two years. TWO FUCKING YEARS! It's not like I haven't dated (one short lived, relatively serious relationship even...but short lived) or even simply gotten laid since then. There's definitely been a few casual sexual encounters (only a one of which I actually regret) and as of recently a very regular and fabulous FWB thing. But sex aside, I do miss affection and intimacy that comes with a relationship. Since I haven't had much luck in my shitty little town finding worthy men, I've opted to go the Plenty of Fish route. So far, it's been disappointing. Creepy guy. Pervy guy. Clingy guy. Guy I like, but is not emotionally available. So I've given up on that for a while too. So single it is, I guess.
-I'm somewhat overweight. I went from 170+ pounds to a small 116 pounds (I'm only 5' tall) in a year and a half. Now...I'm back up to 135 lbs. So time again to stop eating shitty food and get off my fat ass.
-I was diagnosed with panic disorder and depression a while back. I could hardly get out of bed in the morning I was so mentally fucked up. But now I take one little pill every morning and I actually feel pretty damn good (most of the time.)

Ok so that's about it, as far as what's going on with me. My blog, will be mostly about my every day life. Hopefully it's at least somewhat entertaining to people.